Lost in Translation

when translating my feelings to actions, or my actions to feelings something always seems to get lost and jumbled. i feel as if my feelings are Arabic and my actions are French; they aren't similar to each other at all and i can't really understand either of them.
my actions say "i love you" but my heart says "this is awkward, i cant even" and sometimes that just doesn't fly.

it is unfair to everyone for me to have this problem where things are lost in translation, its unfair to you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and to me.

sorry.