craaaap

i have made a very large mistake. i got the packet and filled it out like it was my job.  i skipped merrily into the classroom and handed it to the man behind the desk. i walked out of the classroom and watched more people walk in and do the same thing as me. the spring flew out of my step because i realized what i had gotten myself into. those kids were all so cool and everybody loves them, i have no business competing with them here. i turned around to yank the packet off the desk and planned to run to the nearest shredder, but it was too late. my packet was burried under a mound of yellow and white papers containing everyone else's dreams. but, hey, its my dream too.

and i don't even know how to dance.