the words from my soul

i've got a lot to say, and i don't always know how to say it. but, im going to try because i need to get it out.

dear God,

before this school year started, i had never been so afraid of something in my whole life. i wasn't going to fit in, i knew it. i was going to school with about 4 friends and i didn't know how to make more. high school is always very glorified, but i didn't want to get my hopes us. i know i have been really down everything that has happened.

but, the bottom line is that i am blessed.

thank you.

i prayed and prayed for comfort and to feel like i belonged. i have never prayed so hard in my life. and i have been blessed.

i have had fantastic days at school. i have made friends. and i do have people who i can talk to.

i am grateful for ariel, mika, and carlie and how we sit together in the 300's hall. i love that hall and im glad that i found somewhere i could be myself, and where we could have fun.

i am glad that i have the opportunity to play softball. those girls are the absolute best.

and the fact that i am still the best of friends with the american fork cavemen from the gang makes me so happy everyday. we still talk all the time, and we still bite each other, and send each other stupid pictures.

i am starting to fit in. and its starting to feel great.

ariel.addie.riley.kasey.mom.dad.chloe.whitley.bennett.jace.abby.erin.cynthia.bridger.logan.mckay.mika.carlie.erin.alexa.karen.brecken.sarah.hayley.grandma.grandpa.grandma great.janessa.ammon.kiersten.ashlynn.khloe.abby.ashlyn.mikey.jason.rylee.eden.isaac.britney.kirsten.ella.madeline.katie.bethany.jaxson.augustine.jessica.amanda.liz.hayley.haley.jake.tj.sierra.chantay.sandy.whitney.sydney.starlee.danica.alexis.kaleb.malia.shannon.sadie.

thank you for these people in my life.