high school is already ruining my life and it hasnt even started yet

This post is just going to be me being an over dramatic baby again, consider yourself warned.

 So I was trying to decide which high school to go to and I decided on AF. But I am still sad that I am loosing most of my friends who will go to Lone Peak. And let me tell you I can not stand when people are like your going to AF what a loser or anything they say like that. I don't think they mean to make me sad, but every time this happens I just want to cry, they don't realize how big of a deal this is to me, and how hard the decision was.

 In math today the kid who sits next to me found out I was going to AF and he said "I just lost all respect for you." He was kidding, probably, but his words hurt.

I just laugh it off, trying to make myself feel better.

My mom just said "It looks like Lone Peak won, I guess you missed a good game." And I felt like punching a wall, even though it has really nothing to do with me personally.



 I guess my point is .. don't make fun of people unless you understand the whole situation. Or maybe my point is that I am fragile, and can't handle anything.





Just B.R.E.A.T.H.E