sometimes

sometimes there are people who drive me crazy.

that i don't want to see them. EVER.

but all my friends like that person,

so i just have to deal with them.

sometimes i really really like new people that i meet.

example: today i got to know Caleb Miller better.

he is such a cool cat.

sometimes i don't understand anything.

i just stare at my homework for hours.

and just write, "i don't understand." at the top of the math assignment.

sometimes i don't want to wake up.

sometimes i don't want to go to sleep.

sometimes i like to take long showers.

and just think.

and also wash my hair, but that goes without saying.

sometimes i don't reply to texts cause i just don't feel like talking.

sometimes i like when people play with my hair.

but usually i hate it.

sometimes i read harry potter.

over and over and over again.

sometimes .. or all the time .. harry potter and the hunger games are the only books i can read. and enjoy.

sometimes i listen to harry potter on audio books.

i kinda find jim dale's voice soothing.

sometimes i try desperately to please people.

sometimes i look up harry potter quotes.

and text them to ariel.

this may or may not happen everyday.

sometimes i wish i could read other peoples minds.

and know what they really think of me.

sometimes i feel like i am the only one who participates in group projects.

sometimes i feel like if i don't plan it, it won't happen.

PS- for ariel

 

just breathe.