what i've been thinking today

there is something magical about falling in love. something is insanely beautiful about having butterflies in your stomach and a smile on your lips whenever they cross your mind. there is something electrifying in every touch and every encounter. and all of these are accompanied with the joyful squeals of you and your best friends when you describe each moment in extreme detail.

i think there is something equally beautiful in being in love after the falling is finished. after your hands have become acquainted and you have discovered the taste of the other person lips. there is something lovely in the feeling of anticipation of the next kiss or the next time spent together. and something comforting in the embrace of someone who loves you. its familiar and there is something about familiar that still gives you butterflies. 

i wont say i'm in love but i do like him a lot. i just don't really know what to say or how to say it. i don't think he knows exactly what i'm thinking, and i don't think i do either. i just know that i am happy and like his lips.